Happy Birthday!

20th Feb 2011 marks the beginning of a whole new chapter for me.

It's my birthday today and I am filled with lots of love, care and concern from my friends and loved ones. My guys at work, Jonathan, Mars, Gilbert and Romi got me a cake on Friday to celebrate my Birthday. Darren, my awesomeness celebrated almost the whole of Saturday with me with lunch and shopping. Spencer, Charmane and Freddie surprised me by completing my bike on my birthday and delivering it to me! And the awesome lunch company with Beng, Suan, Dave, Weisian, Loh, Jancy, Spencer, Charmane and Freddie at a vegetarian restaurant and ice cream at island cremery. Not forgetting the special Domo Birthday Cake that they have made for me. They really made my day so so special.

With the awesome loads of celebration, it seems that the age 29 will be a good one for year 2011. Work has been rough and tough for the past 4 months. I have met with alot of People Relations problem at work that seems to be my greatest enemy at work. I have a soft spot for trying to make everyone happy, though it seems that it is really not possible for that to happen. Relations with people who I am pretty closed to has turned sour recently because of work. I am still trying my best to salvage the situation and I hope as time goes by, people can learn to let go and look ahead. We are afterall going after the same goal, and that is to get our work done for the betterment of the company.

The work load of course seems to be never ending for me but I guess work is good as it helps to stop me from thinking of too many other things. However, I hope I can have a better and manageable workload soon. There are far too many things on my head to be done.

Family has never been good, especially with the old man giving me more problems everyday. I really hope to let things go and forgive and forget but each time I do that, he just have to do something that pisses me off. I really hope this will be over soon and that we can all function happily together as a family.

Personal Relations has not been good and of course this I leave it to fate. If its destined that I am gonna be alone, I shall of course embrace myself for that in the near future, especially when age is catching up on me.

I also looked back in 2010 on some of the things that I have missed. I missed my buddy YN. We were pretty closed but out of sudden, dynamics between us changed as fast as lightning, communications stopped and the distance between us got wider and wider. I cherished the friendship as much as I cherished those with Charmane and Spencer. YN is like a sister to me, someone who I confides and share my problems with alot. Its sad that I have to let go of this friendship and to see it become what it is today. Till then, should you (and keonz) still remember me, do buzz me. We may have differences in specific thinking, but I do cherish the friendship.

There are also among other things which I hope I can achieve, like bike, swim and run and perhaps do a triathlon. To get my hair fix and of course to lose weight and live a happier healthier me.

I do hope the next time I visit my blog to post another entry. Things would have improved, especially for work at 5 to 10 percent.

Once again, Happy Sweet Birthday to Me. :)